Fans of the boy-band sensation grieve for the Liam Payne they loved, but struggle with reports of his behavior.

Having gone on indefinite hiatus in 2016, the members of One Direction haven’t performed together in nearly a decade and their millions of young admirers have since grown up. But when Dee, now 29, found out that Liam Payne had died last week in a fall from a hotel balcony in Argentina, she suddenly “felt the walls close in.”

One Direction and Justin Bieber were two of the defining music acts of the 2010s, both breaking onto the global scene around the start of the decade.

An initial toxicology report on pop star Liam Payne shows he had cocaine in his system when he fell to his death from the third floor balcony of his hotel room in Argentina, The Associated Press reported.

An initial toxicology report for ex-One Direction singer Liam Payne, who died last week, shows he had cocaine in his system after his death, an Argentine official said.

One Direction's Liam Payne reportedly had drugs in his system at the time of death, including what could be pink cocaine. Substance and addiction experts discussed the drug's ingredients and risks.